Failures, they say…are the milestones of Success.
How Flowery? How Optimistic? However, when I look into my soul and try to measure the volatility of my satisfaction, I find it hard in capturing the basic ingredients of my thoughts. That’s where I can’t relate myself to such flowery and optimistic statements.
After a careful analysis, I finally conclude that I can not accept the world, the way it has been presented to me…I don’t think I am a perfectionist…however, I certainly advocate the fact that the world is full of flaws…and laws. That’s where I still feel that I am part of a world…which I personally rejected in my earlier life. Pity on me…isn’t it?
I love living with the paralysis of my analysis…so, I tried to break my thoughts into smaller pieces, so as to search for those individual ingredients, which constitute my thoughts…those thoughts which would result in the development of my actions and reactions…which according to the world is human behavior.
Wearing clothes is a normal human behavior…which is backed by a thought that humans must wear clothes…which in turn is backed by one or several assumptions, like not wearing clothes would lead to an embarrassing situation. What if we alter this assumption? Suppose, our consciousness fits an assumption that WEARING CLOTHES IS NOT A GOOD HABIT…see what happens…A thought crops in our mind…that we should not wear clothes and the general human behavior about wearing clothes would certainly be deviated from the so called normal behavior. That’s the power of assumption…which if altered, can cause an entirely different world…
Somehow, I have undergone the Paradigm Shift, a process of shifting my assumptions…from one place to another…and now I don’t really relate myself to those things which are generally considered normal to anyone. That’s why…flowery words like Optimism seems to be an alien concept for me. I am normal, only when I am at the peak of my abnormality.
After undergoing paradigm shift, a failure is just a pure and a plain word for me which is not subjected to sympathetic and optimistic statements…it purely means that I am not successful in my endeavors. And there are lots and lots of scope for me to mould myself for something worthwhile.
For about four months, I toiled days and nights to accomplish my dream…of being in the company of elite people…who would have transitioned their life from institutes like IITs and IIMs. However, I failed in my endeavor. Today I constantly encounter inner conflict with my failures…because for me, failure is failure.
I know, people would not understand the reason why I keep myself aloof from many materialistic things…and I don’t really care, because all my actions are metamorphosed with each of my failure, thereby deriving ways and preventive measures so that I don’t give Failure a chance to win again…
Keeping every emotions out of it…TODAY…I REPRESENT FAILURE…
Bond
